It's time 2 change

'Mind is the fore-runner of all.Mind is chief, mind-made are they.'
[Stanzas from Dhammapada]

It's indeed very true. Mind is a powerful tool that controls us.
A positive or negative state of mind will affects a person tremendously.
A change in the way u think, the way u perceive things changes the perspectives ,ur mood and emotions altogether.
Back on fri, i was so pissed off and stressed out with the coming camp and upcoming tests that was filled with negatives thoughts. I wasn't able to concentrate, i wasn't able to sit down properly and study.

My minds wondered off and i was so damn worried.
Practically, i didn't do anything except for worrying unnecessarily.

i came across an article while reading newspaper. Here is wat's about:

当你面对困境 或是 难题时；
要面对，接受，处理 然后放下。。。。

(direct translation: when u face wit obstacle or a problem, confront it, accept it, do something about it and then let go after you have tried your best)

Suddenly, my mind juz went 'TINK' [light bulb flashing]
THIS IS WHAT I NEED TO DO!!
And i decided to do juz tat!
Surprisingly, after i made my mind, i felt so RELIEVED! I felt LIGHT( okie la literally though i'm not)!!
My world wuz back in balance again...
Instead of sitting there complaning of somthing that i hav no control in, i shall do smt better.....
It's time to embrace the challenges thrown to me.It's time for me to grow up.[ digi: it's time 2 change...hehe ;P]
I shall learn to count my blessings - tx them for the sponsor (keep track on my new year resolution) and to complain less...
i kept saying to myself complaining is such a waste of time and i shall do smt better to solve my problems instead of being in a state of denial.

Now i find that actually things weren't actually that bad.(haha my EQ getting better... ss a bit:P)
Good point: if we were 2 do it now, we 'll sav the hassels n hav more time to spend in this coming may, i can even make it to a few trips n even IDC..mayb.. of course there's always this high possiblilitty of screwing the tests...
aiya i dun care dee la... screw mar screw lor...
think positively---law of attraction...
All i need to do nw is to try my best to study as much as possible...

Even on a toughest day, there's still something to be cheer about.
Sometimes, if u cannot change the situation, change urself then.
Change the way u think. It helps.......

p/s: Dear all my dear frens tx 4 ur care n support n motivations....tx to my dear dad n mommy oso... who knows mayb miracle does happen, and we might not need to attend the camp so soon.... May every1 be well n happy~~